*trigger warning*

i'm still trying to figure out who i could be. who i am. without this. i've already found so much. i found love. i found life again. i find joy in life again. but there's still so much i don't know. i dont know how to handle without this black shadow by my side. i know i will figure it out. i just hope it'll be in time. i'm trying my hardest. just give me time. please.