Why won't you try to get better for him? You two are in love so deeply, I think he's worth your recovery. It's like, you have so much support, if you only wanted to, you'd have the best kinds of help around you.
I know I know. I know all of this. Id get the most amazing support and .. Aaah! I just can’t… For some reason I can’t. I think about recovery a lot. I feel so guilty for forcing those around me to basically watch me deteriorate but I can’t seem to change
What do your boyfriend and parents say regarding your current weight? Do they want you hospitalized?
Well. My parents don’t know my weight and I don’t think its bad enough to have me hospitalised.
My friend only has a rough idea of my weight (about 4-5 kg more than I am) and he’s really worried.. I feel so horrible