i feel like i’m eating and eating and eating until i dont want to move to punish myself.
to punish myself for being such a fat cow and even dare to eat and if i eat kind of am not able to purge.
i’m just eating and eating and eating today.
without even attempting to purge. because i know i cant.
maybe ..when my parents and everyone have gone to sleep i’m going to sneak
down the stairs and cook something . stuff myself ..and then it’s going to come out itself.
sorry for tmi to all my followers.
i just dont know what to do anymore.
i’m the greatest failure on earth.
school starts in one week ! F*** F*** F***
and i’m going to be the fattest f***ing pig ever seen