i'm still trying to figure out who i could be. who i am. without this. i've already found so much. i found love. i found life again. i find joy in life again. but there's still so much i don't know. i dont know how to handle without this black shadow by my side. i know i will figure it out. i just hope it'll be in time. i'm trying my hardest. just give me time. please.
<p>if you are recovering from an eating
disorder (or self harming) and are easily triggered
you probably should stop here.
it’s all for your best.
to everyone else, who might found this
blog because they wanted to lose weight:
what i am doing is not healthy.
it’s not supposed to be healthy.
this is not a dieting blog.
it’s a blog where i talk about my eating disorder.
where i post pictures i find beautiful and inspiring.
i’m not pro ana or pro mia.
neither did i choose to get an eating disorder nor do i support them and wont help you getting one.
eating disorders are not glamorous or an easy quick way to lose weight.
it’s an easy way to ruin your life, social life and mess up everything you once believed in.</p>
if you are seeking for ways to lose weight, you’re better preserved at blogs like <u><a href=”http://www.th3skinny.tumblr.com”>hers</a> </u>
<p>if you’re looking for general information/advise on eating disorders this <u><a href=”http://something-fishy.org”>site</a></u> might be very helpful